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Like A Virgin (Topped for the very first time)
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Like A Virgin (Topped for the very first time) Like A Virgin (Topped for the very first time) Seduction is such a powerful thing! Not because it can make you do things you don't want to do, but because it can make you do things that you didn't want to admit you wanted to do. This aptly describes my journey from a straight, masculine, slightly homophobic, slightly racist, TOP, Alpha male to a confirmed bottom, submissive, sissy bitch with a black Mistress and Master.  This is a long story, so the details will feed other posts. For now we'll stick to the highlights, starting with Mistress Patricia's entry into my staid existence. Patricia and her husband Jim were nightbors for , and are still friends of my wife and I after we moved away. I still get to see them, because I travel there for work, and on one occasion they invite to a party at their house. After a few drinks, Patricia confides that she knows my wife's recent health issues have made sex less than pleasurable for her, and we have basically stopped trying. The subject ebarrasses , but not as much as when she offers to give a blow job. "Just for stress relief, you know?" I attempt to laugh it off by saying that her husband might not appreciate that. To my surprise, she takes by the hand, walks directily to her husband, and announces that she is going to go fuck this "little white guy". Imagine my surprise when he winks at and says "have fun". As she leads away, he starts laughing and singing a line from White Rabbit. "and if you go chasing rabbits... and you know you're going to fall..." By now, I stunned, numb, and confused. I follow thoughtlessly as she leads to her bedroom. Now I want to take a moment to talk about predjudice. I was raised in mostly white areas, went to mostly white schools, and had mostly white friends. Despite that, I never really considered myself to be even slightly racist. I find the idea of racism to be a rediculous byproduct of ignorant, uneducated, poorly traveled people. I well educated, well traveled, open minded, and Jim and Patricia are our close friends. (Yes. it is a cliché. They were our only real black friends) Despite my supposedly enlightened state, I realized that I had never considered sex with a black woman. I found some black women to be sexy, but they were mostly light skinned women whith straight hair. More like white women with a dark tan. Patricia was not that. She had short, curly hair, and he is very dark. As she closed the door, and undressed playfully in front of me, I realized that I had never REALLY looked at her before. She was beautiful. Her face and eyes were lovely. long neck. Lithe, muscular body with sexy curves in all the right places. Large, firm breasts with nipples that were begging to be sucked. This gorgeous woman was about to suck my dick, and all I could think about was the fact that I couldn't recognize my own prejudices. (OK. Maybe that is a subject for another time) Back to the point at hand. She did suck my dick, and she was very good at it. This woman enjoyed sex! Touching. Groping. licking. Sucking - not just my dick, but my balls, my body..., and my nipples! that had never happened to me before. It made me uncomfortable, but it felt good, so I didn't resist. She kept me hard, but didn't let me cum, then she let me have a turn. I put my mouth, tongue, and hands to use over her whole body. I didn't stop short, though. I brought her to climax twice with my tongue, and decided to go for the third with my cock, but she stopped me saying that I had to earn that. I didn't mind because she went back to work with her mouth. The thing is that this time she kept trying to slip her finger in my ass. When I resisted, she said that I was too uptight, and I needed to learn to relax and enjoy my own body during sex. After some serious convincing, I let her tie me up so that she could teach me to "let go of my inhibitions". I was scared and thrilled. not sure what I thought was going to happen, but I was certainly not prepared for what did. She continued to suck, lick, and with my cock. Only now she had a lubricated finger stuck just in my ass, and I was clamped down on it like a vise. She patiently waited for to relax, and kept slowly pushing in until she found my prostate. That was a familiar sensation from sports and military exams, but I realized that they were uncomfortable because they actually made feel good. She started to slowly fuck with her finger with her mouth just resting on my cock. I was enjoying it so much that I barely noticed the second finger until she started stretching, and then she stopped. I watched in shock as she pulled a small strapon out of the night stand. It was thin and barely five inches long, but I knew where she was headed, and it looked huge to . That was too far, and I said no. She finished strapping it on, but just came and sat on the bed beside me. She assured me that nothing was ever going to happen that I didn't want, and if I wanted she would just untie me now. But.... If I was willing to let go of my outdated inhibitions and trust her she would make me feel wonderful. "It did feel good when I was finger fucking you, right?" "it is no different. Momma just wants to make you feel wonderful." "I promise, you will have the most amazing orgasm, Ever!" "You just have to trust me" Needless to say, I let her fuck me. She was jacking me off at first, but she made sure that when I came it was from nothing other than the strap on in my ass. Every journey starts with a single step. I've been a lot of miles since then, but that was my first step. Hopefully some of you will enjoy my new blog, and I'll tell you more about the journey, and perhaps some other fun things. TTFN "You take the red pill—you stay in Wonderland, and I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes." Subfantasy67 |
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7/10/2018 2:12 pm |
Look Mom. I made my first blog post. lol "You take the red pill—you stay in Wonderland, and I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes." Subfantasy67
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